I would firstly like to apologise for the lack of posts recently. I will only make this quick but I started blogging because I really enjoyed it, and oddly enough it helped me focus during my final exams for my degree, so I made sure I would only do it when I wanted to and never make it become a chore. Unfortunately, recently, writing on my blog no longer felt like a priority and so I decided to not force myself to do it if I didn't want to. However, now I feel that it is the right time for me to get back on the horse and so I thought I would do a quick post apologising for my absence to get me back into the swing of things. I would also like to dedicate this post to Alice and Charley, who will always have all of my love.
'You can shed tears that she is gone
Or you can smile because she has lived
You can close your eyes and pray that she'll come back,
Or you can open your eyes & see all she's left
Your heart can be empty because you can't see her,
Or you can be full of the love you shared
You can turn your back on tomorrow & live for yesterday
Or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday
You can remember her & only that she's gone,
Or you can cherish her memory & let her live on
You can cry & close your mind, be empty & turn back,
Or you can do what she'd want; smile, open your eyes, love & go on.'
I promise the next post will be more cheerful :)